| Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 08:55 am Yay, not dead. XD |
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Current Mood:  hyper
Current Music: "Who's That Girl?" by Hilary Duff
Dang.. a lot of stuff has happened these past few months. but right now I only want to talk about my one and only, Joel.
He's sweet.. kind.. sensitive.. there needs to be more people like him.. sigh.. well, I'll tell you the story:
We met when he IMed me in.. July. We soon became friends, and after, like brother and sister. Then, that horrid day came.. he had a new girl friend. He told me about her.. "Brooke".. I just sat there.. crying.. God, that was one of the worst days of my life.. months later, Brooke dumped him, and I was so happy. then, about a month later, my best friend, Syd came along. They dated for a month or so.. she just dumped him yesterday..
Now, here's my problem: He says I'm too young for him. He's 17, and I'm 12. He says that if I was older we would date. And that won't be until I'm 20. So, I have to go through all this pain.. he knows this already, that I like him.. I just wish age wouldn't matter to him.. or anyone. It just doesn't make sence.. I always make him feel so happy (whats really weird is most of the time, he's depressed with his girl friend, or something.), and all that, and he just won't date me. I mean, really, does age really matter? I mean, in some ways it does. But I don't think it matters when it comes to Joel and I. Why do I have to go through all this pain?! And, maybe I am being a little selfish.. I tried to be happy for him and his new girl friends.. especially when he was with Syd. By then I gave up on him (I mean, I still love him, but I don't think we'll ever date. Ever.). But now... I see.. some hope.... maybe a faint light of it.. I think.. that he does kinda feel the same way as I do... but he's trying to avoid it.. because I'm younger.. I think I'm starting to really believe that. In fact.. I do. I really do think that that's the case.
I'll go on with other stuff.
Weeeeeeee... I've been OBSESSED with M2M lately. Shoot, I'm starting to do my hair like Marion's hair. it's all curled up, like a perm. I'm like, the 2nd Marion Raven. That's what I think. Syd's Marit. I think what we should do, is meet in New York, and try to get an recording for both of us. we'll be like, the Next M2M! ^-^ But what would we call ourselves..? Hmm.. never thought of that.. 0.o okay, G2S is freaky.... 0.0 sounds like.. some type of Nintendo DS version thingy.. hmm.. I'll get back to that.
Anyways, have you heard about the new Mini Mac?! DUDE! You haven't?!? It's gonna be a little box thingy.. you connect it to your key board, mouse, monitor, etc.. You get a Mac without getting the Monitor, and stuff! Also.. iPod Shuffle is out too!! It's as small as a pack of gum. it fits 250 songs, and only for $99!! Ah! I think Tiger's coming out pretty soon, though.. But, lemme go to stuff you have already heard of. The DS is out!! I'm getting it for my b-day (it's coming up.. heehee..) You can talk on the internet with your friends (like AIM, but your friends have to have a DS, too XD) you can Multi-play with them too, WITHOUT a cable!! It'll have a Wi-fi network (or wireless if you don't know.. XD)! And only with one cartidge (or, Cards, as they're called) too! Comes with 2 screens, one that you can touch, and the other.. yeah. And you can TELL your players what to do! PSP is coming here this Spring, too!! What Sony plans to do, is conquer the handheld gaming industry, too. They're gonna make lil' disks, (like the GameCube), and have Memory sticks, about the size of a stick of gum. It'll have the same graphics as the PS2. You also have a microphone, and I THINK you can IM with it, too (what I DO know is that it can translate your messages in 6 differnet languages!!). Oh, and it'll look simalar to the PS2 controller. That's about all I know.
DS All the way!
I'm done now. XD
Shoot, I'll do spell check later. XD Bye! |
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